This is for the sad ones

The world is-

a fucked up place

a place for the mindless

a place where a mouthful can be mindful

a place for you to be sad.

The world is a fucked up place.

and you will try to escape it,

but the rangers of the world are relentless

pity them, for they do not know that they range

pity them, for they do not recognize the darkness they carry on their backs

pity them, for they think their escalation is supreme

pity them, for they are fucked up too.

Pity them but do not join them,

this is for your own good-

the true good,

don’t you join the traders of the world

don’t you join the keeper of keys

don’t you join the giver of things

and don’t you join the maker of slaves

for this world is put in front of you as a test

A test!

If you are sad, you’re not failing.

If you want to buy happiness, buy it

If you want to snatch it from someone else, snatch it

If you want to steal it from someone, steal it

but know that what you possess will not be real,

Happiness that is bought will be outdated

Happiness that is snatched will come with guilt

Happiness that is stolen will be lost.

You can catch a butterfly and remove its wings and put it on your shoulders,

but you cannot catch it’s flight.

If you choose to not buy,

you’re winning it.

Buy you should also choose to not listen,

If you have to listen,

Listen to the sparrow in your lawn

listen to the rain,

listen to the thunder too

but do not listen to what the TV says

for a TV only radiates greed.

for a TV only radiates fear.

Don’t you listen to the gate keepers

Don’t you listen to the slave makers

Don’t you listen to god like men

be god, do god !

If you want to be happy look around,

but be careful where you stand when you look,

do not stand where there is blood

do not stand where there is crowd

do not stand where things are falling

heck, do not stand where things are going up

stand, if you have to

under a tree,

beside a river that has not met a city yet

stand in the rain,

be sad if you have to

but I doubt you will be able to

If you want to speak,

speak to yourself,

speak to a rock,

speak to a dog,

If you need to speak to a human,

speak to a child

but do not introduce yourself

remember,  you are sad

there is no joy in sharing sadness.

If you are sad, you have seen it

you have seen what they are hiding behind the flash

you have seen that happiness is not found in the lake they swim

you have seen their lies

you have seen their crime

you have seen the devil

and you are not played by the devil’s tune.

But hope,

there is happiness somewhere

if you are sad, you will look for it

if you find it, share it.

when you find it, share it.

but speak not to the world,

for the world is a fucked up place,

speak to a child,

and remember, do not introduce yourself

until you feel happy.

 

We are good at braking.

You see, we are good at braking
We stop at a slight suggestion to stay back home,
And we break our whole routine
At a slight appeal for revolution
That comes nowadays only during office hours.

We
are good at braking.

We stop if the stars are rumored to be nonsensical,
And not just the stars, we now believe in hammers and sickles too,
They are known for taking rough roads,

and we
are good at braking.

If anyone raises a single fist on the street.
We throw our hands in surrender
We do agree that the system can get boring
And it is only fair to spice things up some dull mornings.

We
are good at braking.

We are 50% innovative,
we might not be making things, but
we are good at breaking them.
With the speed at which
the government and its narratives switch
there might be a certain fear
The risk that appears at high speed maneuvers,
But we,  in the last 50 years have acquired a certain taste for transition.

We
are good at braking.

The coffee table of hope

 

On a summer sun,

Beside the floor to ceiling glass wall

Placed are fours in brown

Always a little down

Always a little below

Always an excuse to expand on the hello

 

Five glossy magazines,

three worn out brochures

Some tea stains on a coffee table for sure

A coaster rests like a stone on a wide dessert

Strong and proud

 

I have for years drank coffee

Sitting beside this,

Coffee table- Hoping to find the sweetness

In the shared bitterness we have purchased.

Answerland

Poured my heart out on a tree

The tree did not turn green

I asked him- “ How old is your wisdom?”

She replied it does not concern me.

I walked up to a hill top

The sky did not hug me.

Took a long walk, four days in total

Talked my heart out to a mountain

Son of a bitch said- “Don’t bug me.”

I didn’t let arrogant rock be

I cursed at him- “In your next life, I hope you become the a sea,

You will whisper your deep cries to me, and I will pee in you.”

Turned around and left in defeat,

I can sure as hell tell, he did not miss me.

Walked up to a holy lake and dipped my heart in it.

No chills on my skin, no nirvana to be found.

The gods did not see beyond my sin,

No particle of divine, in my meat, bones or skin

Only my greed.

Took myself to a temple,

Rung my heart like a bell.

The lord did not move

The lord did not speak.

No welcome sweets, no secret noise in weird frequencies, no flower falling from the roof.

Pulled out a can of Rasbari for the lord,

The lord did not eat.

Threw a marigold flower at the lord’s face,

The lord did not twitch.

And I can feel my heart sink,

In these keshar, chandan and vermillion ink

All these things they say will work,

Somehow does not work for me.

Legend has it, the Lord sends an envoy of the sixth day of your birth

to write your fortune on your forehead,

My parents forgot to place a pen on my bedside.

This world a shivering lake of questions, no boat for me.

On a plane that leaves to Answerland, there ain’t no seat for me.

Harke is Sad

Harke likes to eat some buff
never is the buff enough
never is the achar on the table left when
Harke finishes his momo and burps !
 
Harke has a simple message
never put sauce on a sausage
if you want to taste some sour and cream
someone should cut you a cabbage
 
Harke thinks refusing to eat is rude
Harke specially likes deep fried food
the only veggie he eats is samosa and fries,
he says they smell super good
 
Harke is a little over weight
Harke want to get in shape but forgets
every morning he goes out for walk
and ends up eating donuts; he regrets
 
Harke tries to be a vegetarian
does not want to look barbarian
but the food is light, never is his belly tight
doesn’t like to feel like a proletarian.
 
 
 
 
 

A list of pretty cool human beings

I am coaching Team Dhangadhi for the upcoming National Slam, QC Awards 2016: A National Poetry Slam. As I compile reference materials for my team some of it will, naturally,  pour into my blog. So this is a list of Spoken word poets that I think are pretty cool, read impressive.

The list is not ranked or sorted in any particular order,these are all poets who perform in English. Some I have had a chance to meet, and others I hope I meet in this lifetime itself.

The first Poet on my list is Harry Baker. Baker is a world slam champ.

A love poem for a lonely prime number is  one of the best spoken word poems I have ever heard.I have loved his wit and his timing+delivery is impeccable.

He also battle raps. Yeah, he’s pretty cool.

The Second poet on my list is Rafeef Ziadah . Ziadah is a phenomenal poet. According to Wikipedia, she is a Palestinian-Canadian poet and human rights activist who currently lives in London.

Her poem We teach life,sir  is pretty intense. You need to see it to believe it

 

The third poet on my list is Sarah Kay. Kay is an amazing storyteller. Her poems are really beautiful. She has been very supportive of the Word Warriors and has visited us twice. She is basically a wonderful person. Sarah also helped us design our curriculum for Write To Speak, and almost everyone in Kathmandu is her fan.Her poem Montauk is one of my favourite poems. And of course you have to Check this out too.

And while you’re at it , When Love Arrives, will introduce you to Phil Kaye as well, who is the fourth poet in this list, he is super all by himself too.  Here is a poem by Kaye that goes Dear NasI know ya’ll gon like it .

The fifth poet I am mentioning here claims to be, according to his twitter bio, Sort of a poet, sort of a comedian, not much of a man. His poem Wile-e-Coyote was a poem that inspired me to explore spoken word poetry.It must have been 2011, On a quiet afternoon I was looking up ‘slam poems’ on YouTube when I  found Shane Hawley.  I was like, this is poetry too !

It sure is.

If you are still reading this article, I am almost certain that you will follow the following links. Here are a few honorable mentions –

 

Emily Weitzman- Bread Thread

Neil Hilborn – OCD

Andread Gibson – Maybe I need You

Kate Tempest- Icarus 

And of course –  Gil Scott Heron – I’m new here 

If you have any spoken word artist who you think is super cool or inspiring or, as is the usual combination, both-  do comment .

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Numbers

Its number 10 that amazes me,

for a ten, 1 has to be find a zero to follow it

but how do you get nothing to follow yourself

Last time no one followed me I was still 1

And if you look at 11

there is 1 followed by its genetic clone

and 12 is weird too,

how do you seemingly get someone who is twice as much as you are to follow you

Then perhaps at 13 you realize, you are the 1

and you can have anyone to follow you

3 or 4 or 5 or even a 9

but from 20 you realize the have seen you,

you aren’t the one

you’re the lonely single entity

the weakest and the least

they wont follow you anymore

you’re always behind 2 or 3 or 4 even 9

until,

you accept it’s all nothing

and get two nothing behind you

99 wishes they had you

but you are a century now !

and the cycle goes on.

Flower

What I am not-

I have always had a belief

that I am not a flower

I am not multicolored or multi-cultured

I come in as many colors as the crows do

I am not a multi petal

early morning dew catching flower

I am not a bee inviting color matching flower

I am not a never pacing, meditating flower

I am not a sun chasing, fragrance letting flower

 

I am rather,

an easy flowing, dried leaves consuming

stone staining, earthworm hugging

ant keeping, water loving dirt

I am mud,

I am single color dung smelling dirt

 

I might not be a flower,

but I am seed germinating, flower growing mud.

coins

this is what I call a free write

but nothing si really free, right?

we pay with time,

we have made it a currency

and it occurs to me

that we feel the need to

increase the frequency of money changing act

in order to be a part of this elaborate act

 

We are after all coins,

our constituents extracted from mines,

we are minted, stamped

and thrown into a bag of similar such coins

we look for value in being same

but do we ever feel the same value?

I wish we were free and not coins

I wish the world was not so stamped

so mint, and we would not be

flung into air and asked to choose sides,

head or tail ?

We are coins,

what we really want is to be standing upright,

you know on the round edge to see,

so we’d have a stand and a view

I guess we would be able to roll free

And that is why we are

poetry writing coins

yoga doing coins

praying coins

playing coins

love making coins

all in hopes

that these things will make up

on-the-round-edge-standing coins.

 

 

I curse the realm

It Hurts as if all the oxygen of this earth
Was suddenly taken away

And I curse the river banks
And I curse parallel lines
I curse these difficult times
And I curse the moon that shines

And I curse these coffee shops
And how that makes my heart stop
How I feel the ocean of our separation
In every espresso drop

And I curse the bloddy rain
And I curse the umbrellas more
I curse them damn lovers
Never have I cursed them before

I can feel that my day
Is no longer any bright
I curse the damn sun
And everything in its sight

Most of all I curse all of
the distance that spreads
Like omni present gods it stays
It stays as the roses are red

I curse the damn sea
And the immense volume in me
That would drown the damn bitch
If it were to spill in tragedy .