celebrating the uncelebrated

take a picture out and put it on the wall, that is all i can do
one snap for every time i miss you,
and listen to your favorite songs on rewind
for every single time you cross my mind
for every bad moves, i’ll light a candle
and in that flickering light celebrate our scandals
and i will assume my hands are softer than my heart
and pat meself for staying apart
and i make a movie of all the visuals i have of you in my head
and write stories of what would have happened instead
if only i was more like this than i was like that
if only i it was much slower than fast
because falling takes so much courage
much more than the winds in my bag,
and heavier than weight to overthrow the balance
and so much quiet to overpower the silence

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